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Its already been 8 months last since i stepped in to heart of God Church. I mean its amazing. 8 Months past so quickly. I made a tons of friends. I have great leaders looking over me such as JM who is funny and simple yet fearless. I have my Pastors, who are really really awesome people who love us and build us up every time. Pastor How and Pastor Lia are super funny people and I really love to talk to them. I have great friends in church who live and constantly spend time with me. I mean Church isnt a boring place or a place where you find your values or morals. Its a place where you have a family, you have a home, it is a place where you find your destiny, its a place where great dreams are form and a place where you encounter God himself in person. It is more than a religious routine week in week out, its a dream center. It is a place where week in week out people are changed and transformed. The weak will say they are strong and the poor will say they are rich in this place. If you are weak, and you enter the house of God, you can never ever remain weak because of that overwhelming fact that God is never weak. When you let him step in to your life your life is just changed. Maybe you wil not be as good as someone else in terms of skills sometimes but you are happier, you lead a life that is satisfying, you have people to guide you, you have a family. Its something the world does not have if they keep rejecting the inviation of God. SO what if you have a good job and a good title but yet your life is surrounded with questions of why am i still struggling with this flaw or stuggling with this emotion. True satisfication is found when you know who your maker is and what you are made for. Thats how I think life is.

Why I love God so much is because of the goodness he has shown in my life and the way my inside of me is changed. I have a grip of my emotions and able to discern with wisdom and to be able to look above myself and realise that others have a need to be met.

Now we are moving to a new place, a bigger place, a place where we go to a whole new level. A place where our dreams are going to grow bigger and stronger. A place where exciting things are going to happen. Its going to be a time of sacrifice of our time and money and who says youths cant give? We might not have much but we have alot of heart to do so. Watch us, if we can give up our money now, see how God will let money flow through us in future. God trusts his riches with those he knows who are tried and tested. Its going to be an amazing year. I CANT WAIT.

he tide is turning                    
this is redemptions hour
in the midst of a world lost for love
You are all we have now
the lost returning
salvation is all around
in the midst of the world broken down
You are all we have now


for You are God and this hope is ours


so Father open the skies
flood the earth with Your light   
this is love
to break the world indifferent


our hearts are burning
a fire that won't burn out
in the midst of a world that's grown cold
You are all we have now
the earth resounding
the anthem of your renown
as we lift up our eyes
and look to Your glory








our eyes are open
every chain now broken
in this world
we are different
let Your love become us
as we live to make You famous
in this world
we are different



so call us out let the world see
You are God one and only
in this world You are all we have now

I am thinking how Life would have been if I did not know what I know now. Some people wonder why we do so much push so hard for God and for others. Isnt it easier just to live your own life and be happy with it? Isnt it easier to just attend service once in a while and maybe get fun with people from church once in a while. Why the constant stuggle to love others and forgoing our own comfort and going out of the way just to make someone else feel good. Sometimes such questions comes to mind and I realise one thing is that it is about becoming more like Christ. He gave his all. He was God and he forgo every thing he had. Coming as a human, was stripping him of all his splendor and great power. Dying as a man on a cross, was inflicting pain on his body and torturing him to death when he the creator of the world willing to humble his ownself to do such a thing. This thing about humbleness. I learn alot from my Jesus and my mentor. Humbleness takes character and only great people have that. Jesus had undeniable power of healing, of commanding nature, walking on water, doing the supernatural yet he choose to stay up on the cross. I am pretty sure he could have come down from the cross or even not suffer a single scratch when the soldiers slash him with their torture tools but yet he held back and did not do the supernatural. I think my Jesus loves me enough to die for me and I think my life was never the same after he came in and told me that he lives in me. He constantly tell me that he loves me and never fails to affirm me with his love and his power that can do anything. I love my life, I love my church and the future is not bleak but exciting.

Everyday is about work and more work and even more work. Running here and there and back and forth. Catching ur breath is a luxury. Well I am not complaining coz atleast I am doing something that I wil be doing in future and soemthing that I like. Its a cool place to be. Learning from all the top guys in sg is fun. They are quite funny, some of them while others are quite serious. Uncle Seb is the bomb man. He is someone you can really learn alot from. His attitude and he seems to know everything. LOL okays fine. Kaixiang sometimes thinks i talk to much about him but well he is a man of wisdom and if you are able to draw it out of him, it will benefit you alot. Just like from Pastors. I haven beent talking much to them. I really miss gaining wisdom from them. They always have the right words to say and never fails to inspire me more. I MISS my PASTORS. Work tomororw! night guys